Behind the scenes

Laying down with the laptop on my belly I couldn't think of anything to write, but with inspiration from a Princess who happens to be little, an angel and perfect, I have dug deep down into my repertoire and found the goods to create a masterpiece. I love my family, but tonight I'm going to talk about people who make an impact in our lives that don't always get credit or don't know how much they are appreciated. When I got back from Africa my family life changed a lot, and that's okay! But I was blessed to meet certain people and families that practically took me in as a son, and that is an incredible feeling. Having multiple families that will take care of you and be there for you even though you aren't blood is a priceless thing. So that's where I start ( even though I already "started" ) Because of what people have done for me in my life, it has rubbed off on me and molded me into what I'm trying become and who I want to be as far as being a man of solid friendship and utmost care and almost father like qualities goes. I fail as a friend all the time I'm sure, but the people who I am most close with know that I would put my life down before them and even people I don't know, I try be the best man possible for them. I focus so much on the people I care about many times that I always fall short on making sure I'm good, and no matter how bad that is sometimes I still can't find a way to take care of myself before others. I wish people worked harder on friendships, and I don't know if that's okay to say, but I feel like we overlook the important people in our lives and we fall short on being a strong rock for people who need it. We are supposed to SERVE people and not be selfish humans. I get such great satisfaction out of being a servant to the people who need me most, and I think you guys would too. I don't want to make myself seem like I'm boasting because it's not what I'm trying to accomplish, all I'm trying to say is we need to remember that for our entire lives we will have key people keeping us afloat and we need to care for them as if they were ourselves. I don't know why my heart is the way it is, why I am the way I am, but I'm not going to fight it because I like it. So I guess this is just a promise to my people..I promise to continue supporting you, I promise to care for you as best as I know and I promise to keep the exact same sense of humor I have known for years ( you can hate all you want, but I'm funny ) Oh and one more thing..I'm tired of people having to maintain an image of being rough, tough and bad-ass all for not being a good human beings sake. Since when was it a bad thing to be respectful and courteous and polite to complete strangers and friends? Tell the people you care about most that you love them, tell them how much they mean to you..because passing that information to them can change a heart, and I'm all about changing hearts. This post is a mess I know, and I'm sorry. My wish is that we would serve our friends more often, and be support that they need.

 I'm hopeful